!!!!!! TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW i feel like a little kid i am so excited about this trip!!!

So let’s put the psychoanalytical reflections on pause for a moment because at this time tomorrow I will be on a plane to Seattle with my beautiful woman and her family where we will be joined with more family and friends!!! After 4 days, we set sail on the Carnival Spirit cruiseline through Alaska and there’s like a helicopter ride and a tour through glaciers, a whale watching thing, I don’t know. I’m super excited. Honestly this trip has been planned to a T by Amanda and her dad and I know she’s given me details along the way but this past month has been kind of a blurr so I wasn’t super paying attention and I feel bad asking because it’ll seem like I wasn’t paying attention, oops.

But!!! That just means I get lots of really cool surprises along the way. Thinking about holding her hand as we walk along the cold Seattle piers, looking out at the beautiful Alaskan glaciers with her arms wrapped around my waist, and when we get back we are stopping in Denver for a couple of days too! I can’t wait for all of the amazing food and people and views and I can’t wait to write all about it. I’m not sure all of the times that internet will be available for me, but my laptop is coming with me anyway.

I am so thankful to have this amazing experience come into my life with such an incredible person in my life, too, and I can’t wait to really make the most out of it and just breathe in some new life for a change!!! All of these amazing, beautiful changes in my life. I am so thankful for the opportunity to grow because how awful to be stagnant and not understand why.

Stay tuned!!!! T-minus 9 hours until vacation BEGINS!!