Tag: personal
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Not My Words
Poetry used to fall out of me A long time I thought it was like a rushing river Or like falling pedals on a cherry tree Words would spill out and I thought Boy Aren’t I good to have the word to say What others won’t When my life began to reflect my words I…
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different approach
I haven’t even thought about this blog in the blur that has been the past 2.5 months. It still was a nice feeling every time I got a notification about someone liking a post from earlier this year, or some new subscriber. And welcome! To a blog about me trying my best, basically. After losing…
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I got fired
from that stupid job I was talking about earlier. With all the ambitions and seeling myself short and trying to dream big. That job. you know what’s the worst part? I was really, really good at it. I got caught looking at my phone because my wife was dropping me off dinner, and I know,…
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Birthday orchid
my birthday was yesterday when I opened my Google pictures the first thing I saw was my best friend who passed away last march. First I cried for a long while. Then I decided to take it as a message, maybe he was just telling me happy birthday. The first one of the day, too.…
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skeletons always come out of the closet
whether we want them to, or not. What is it they say? What’s done in the dark will always find a way to shine? it’s true. Intentions don’t matter. Actions and words do. So when your actions don’t match up with your words, how easily can you look in the mirror and call yourself a…
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first day
I spend a lot of my time selling myself short of things. Like the older i get, the more my fears get amplified. I remember climbing a tree as a kid, completely forgetting how afraid I am of heights, until I reached the highest point and then panicked when I couldn’t get myself down. Someone…
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About the (out)fit(s)
I watched the damn thing (The Intern starring my favorite, Anne Hathaway) on our flight to Washington and I got slightly inspired to photograph my outfits as I traveled the Great Pacific NorthWest! anyway, here’s a bunch of selfies 🤳
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Unspoken
It’s easy to fall back into my “I don’t have anything important” to say cycles whenever I have writer’s block. And when I start with that there’s no stopping the avalanche of self-pitying immediately followed by the self-loathing. And so it goes, for weeks or months or years, where suddenly I have nothing to say.…
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Update from my phone
I literally closed my laptop after I finished the previous post and I was feeling so good! So I was like let me just check my online math class (little filler, I am in college I take online classes and I really did keep dropping out earlier in my 20s so this is my 4th…
A Life Worth Living 